LoveTrips™ | a complete overhaul…okay #3 for real this time

—Egypt contemplates what to ramble on about?

Ever felt like you’re doing so much, but nothing at all? accomplishing so much, but so little at the same time. Yeah, that’s been the story of my life for the past 3 or so months. It saddens me that I haven’t been as transparent as I claimed I would be Here…but I guess…in some ways I have, umm I don’t know.  Either way,  my lack of spilling words onto canvases like Here or YouTube, Purple Cravings, Enterprize You, the many books I’ve shelved… okay so pretty much anywhere other than the FEED and the STATION… well, to say the least, the lack has started to weigh in. Let’s just say higher Egypt isn’t rockin’ with lower Egypt’s childlike antics.

To be honest, I have about 13?¿…books in my head, outlined and/or began, that are right now collecting dust because I hit a wall. I wouldn’t call it writer’s block, more like a spiritual and mental blockade. I was sure after the wedding bells rung I would be back on track and spewing with words…yet ok Egypt, how ’bout fail, try again.

Then there is filming…urgh no editing. Stockpiles of CHANNEL footage, but not edited of course. See what I mean…that’s the feeling of unaccomplishment.

Most days I feel as though I am in this hair-raising competition—but with who? …I suppose the seemingly invisible version of myself. I know where I desire to be and all that I desire to be doing and manifesting, but I guess it is the whole pathless woods syndrome, eh, you know like the rainstorm, but no silver-lining feeling.

Nonetheless, the truly unfortunate part of my life, field of study, and future plans big and small is the fact that I know these are just days a Human must go through. Yet, the majority of the time I wish I could simply wallow in my dismay, eh, instead of having to pull myself up out of the muck and mire, brush the grime off, wipe the tears away, quiet my flesh, and get back to Being. Eh, but I suppose I’ve descended too far down the rabbit hole to be complacent—spirit just won’t allow itself to be caged again or arrested anymore.

There is a silver-lining, a light at the end of the tunnel …I think

The most overwhelming part—I must keep moving, and always stay busy. Yes, there are days here and there that I “take a break”…but then the whole break is spent feeling unproductive. So, recently I have been trying to figure out what it is that I’m really seeking? Like what it is that has me feeling like I’m racing myself to no avail…?

I have like this vision, as we all should—a vision of my progress, my end goal, my success if you will. And for the longest, I was certain it began with the completion of “Love is Law,”  or Loveology in its most polished and scholarly form…maybe even my mentoring career, or my poetry, but no.

I know my progress has to begin with a LoveTrip! ^_^ who would have thunk it!¿

5th Element of Loveology: Family Resources

My Mother is always a majestic source of inspiration and uplifting. She says my issue is simply the fact that I have so much that I desire to do that it appears impossible to only focus on one thing at a time. Honestly, being a jack-of-all-trades is very difficult when you really need your spirit to focus, but it seeks to play hopscotch with your mind daily. :/

She has been adamant about encouraging to me to shift and arrange all of my loose puzzle pieces. Her thing is God will throw roadblocks and obstacles your way so that you will take the time to pause and ASSESS! because sometimes your greater is simply a puzzle piece waiting to be flipped right side up.

Eh, so hardheadedness aside, I finally took my Hena’s reoccurring advice from a couple years ago. I decided to settle in for a bitter, but truly sweet journey down Frank and I’s memory lane—and who would believe it all begins with a children’s book!

Y’all remember King Kobe right?… yay? nay? no worries you will.


Our LoveTrips™ Brand & Your School of Loveology

So, yes I’m still in the process of flipping LoveTrips™, no worries there. “Egypt E. in the AMwill still be airing Monday’s at 7 AM EST via BlogTalkRadio {all episodes are archived, so listen and share whenever #plug}. Some have inquired about the Loveology class I mentioned on Instagram a while back. I’m currently finishing up the curriculum and working the syllabus, course outlines, and filming. The course levels will range from 100 levels aka basics to 700 levels aka applied sciences. I shall keep you all posted!

Until the next batch of gumbo has been stirred, I love you!

♥ Egypt

 

 

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