Confessions of a loveologist #1

Dear Loves … Hopin’ off the Loveology train, just to be a blogger again…

Ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Urgggggh! @#!! 

In my head, I’ve done the above a million and one times in the last 72 hours. Truth is, I have been running deadline crazy. Sad part—I sat all of the deadlines for myself, but of course, life has proved once again that it does not give one flying fxck about my preapproved deadlines.

The reality is, I ain’t even mad at life—and I ain’t mad at Self for not meeting those fly by night lines. If anything … I simply hate keeping those of you waiting who have been anticipating the release of certain content…yes, I still love you and I’m still working…eh…

The last two years of studying Loveology have opened my eyes to a new love for myself—each and every facet of my unconventionally poised being. I’m learning and accepting that perfect timing is just what it sounds like…it’s perfect timing and every second of my life is perfect—even if undesirable. Most days my heart is racing my mind, and my mind subsequently gets lost trying to keep up…I often short circuit. But after my wires are fried, stripped and rewired I’m back to the madness. 

The last couple weeks have led to many triumphs and many setups in the midst of my chaos and madness. Yet, would you believe the most baffling part is that despite the solemn days, the tear-stained pillows, pushed back deadlines, clanking wedding bells, all of the unread pages of my studies, and so on…I never feel as if I’m off track. Even when I want to be angry with myself and curse my circumstances I rarely do, and like clockwork,  I always find myself bombarded by my guardians and ancestors with love and fortification—by way of their numbers, symbols, omens, spirits, and voices. And after speaking with my MaaMa yesterday I found a greater peace for where I am in my processes—she encouraged me by simply acknowledging that sometimes we are forced to postpone things or delay our own process for the sake of manifesting something greater than our infant visions. And to tell the truth, I do love me some greater!

I love you all as well! Thank you for your love…

—♥Egypt E.


#Teaspiration Thursday | Slow, but steady like flowers blooming…

Steadiness comes from character and commitment.

—Egypt & Frank singing …out with the old …

Character comes from personality which flows from mind—and your mind can either be an accurate or inaccurate representation of your soul and its magnificent purpose…yes, yes I know, that poor dead horse. Your soul is saying remember you are to be an altruistic reflection of health so put down that extra cherry tart and that toxic soda pop—but your personality says “OMG, but just a little bit more won’t hurt.” The truth is a little bit more will hurt. What? Why? How? …because you’ve probably said to yourself many times before “I’m going to stop purchasing things I do not need”…and you still go out each weekend for that new outfit. Subconsciously, you are saying to your soul its purpose, your purpose does not matter as much as the minuscule wants of your ever indecisive mind—personality, character.

Commitment begins within your mind. When your mind is dancing or is wholeheartedly attempting to dance in sync or coherence with your soul—commiting to an act with purpose becomes less strenuous and less complicated. Once you make the conscious-minded decision to put down the extra tart or to put back that unnecessary pair of shoes you reward your soul immensely. Your mind and your soul for at least that moment are pulled into alignment. You have declared and proclaimed that you acknowledge and reverence purpose and your path to purpose is fixed and stable.

The more your character and your commitment begin to reflect your soul’s purpose the steadier your walk, your journey will become.

—♥Egypt


 

#Teaspiration Thursday | So you think you know how to act...

#Teaspiration Thursday | So you think you know how to act…

LET YOUR MANNERS SPEAK FOR YOU.

—Egypt draws, “Did that one…” decides to redraw

…and the Universe says “HA! same Teaspiration, just a different tag…you mad E? or nah?


You are a complex. You have a complex. You are spirit and soul, and mind all operating within a vessel called flesh or body. Know—things can get a wee bit trippy, to say the least, when your fleshy parts start interfering with the ways of your God-parts.

See, your spirit and your soul are designed to always aim for good, love, enlightenment and so on. On the contrary, your mind has free will, and subsequently, can be swayed due to many internal and external factors. Your body being flesh and being a product of the lower realm or physical realm can also be easily swayed by your thoughts, beliefs, and experiences if your mind is not well aligned with your spirit’s desires and your soul’s purpose.

When we act, or respond to our surroundings, to others and even ourselves we are doing so from a place of familiarity—how you are used to acting. Our individual personalities to date showcase our respective familiars or norms. Your manners are a reflection of your personality, and your personality is a representation of your mindstate and your mind is a manifestation of your spirit and soul functioning either in or out of coherence with your benevolent Provider.


…but y’all are all good, love and enlightenment—and ’tis is why I love you all.

—♥Egypt


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Loveology 101 — Step V: Follow the yellow brick road

Loveology 101 — Step V: Follow the yellow brick road

You carved the path, cartogaphed the map, laid out the blueprint, now you follow it!

Too often we find ourselves trodding along our little path in life, and all has been well—but then something happens, tables turn, and you find yourself having one of those good `ole days or months plagued with a horrible array of WTF moments. When these days come we often forget that we know exactly where we desire to end up, and instead of utilizing our prepared map, we settle for remaining stagnant in those moments—sulking in our sorrows.

Follow the route you charted for yourself. You laid out a game plan of how you wanted to approach your journey—the steps you would take, the resources you will use, the relationships and networks you will nurture. When life knocks you off track, pick up your lessons and experiences, find your way back onto your path, and get back to your blueprint.

We say actions like the latter are easier said than done, but tell me truthfully…which is easier, getting knocked off your path, remaining stagnant with no forward progression and enduring a constant cycle of routinely purposeless and lackluster living …or… rising up, brushing off the dirt from the fall, gathering your experiences and lessons learned and deciding to venture back into the brilliant unknown toward a destiny you wrote for yourself.

Two juxtaposed options, requiring two contrasting actions, with two drastically different outcomes—and one YOU to decide how you’re gonna act…helpless or powerful.

For me, rising up despite all adversity and misfortunes is the only way to truly live. Sure you can make the decision to wallow in your misery and manage to survive until death bids you to join Him. Nevertheless, choosing this option will prove itself to be an oh so much more painful and daunting task. As a result, you’ll be in a constant attempt to convince your higher self that it is just as comfortable as your lower self or fleshly self with merely existing and being acted upon as opposed to being an active participant in the manifestation of your own destiny.

You will never convince your higher being that you are happy not fulfilling your purpose—so, follow your crafty map my Love! Walk your walk with love, and step into your light with confidence and sure faith.


Loveology 101 —Step IV: War ready 24/7, 365 and leaping

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#Teaspiration Thursday | Ever-burning

#Teaspiration Thursday | Ever-burning

“Love has no fear and no vengeance.”
—Egypt sipping tea with the snifflies.

LOVE YOUR LIFE! I swear to you I cannot stress this enough. Love your greatness, and do not fear your mighty potential.

I do not care that you feel inadequate. I do not care that you fail to see that you have what it takes to receive all of your heart’s desires. And I damn sure don’t have a flying fxck to give about how many people told you that you would never make it, you’re chasing pipe dreams, you’re weird, you’re not the ideal candidate, you’re better off doing something normal, your dreams won’t come true, you’ll never amount to anything, you’ll change your mind when you’re older…

…and I still don’t give a… >>    PLEASE INSERT YOUR FXCKS HERE, ‘CAUSE I HAVE NONE TO GIVE     <<… about another Human Being attempts to block your light rays. Only you can dim your light. It is when you decide to turn out your own light that you find yourself in complete darkness.

Light penetrates all darkness. Love is light. Therefore, when your love is beaming oh so effortlessly and effervescently take some time to rest and bask in it, and do share it with all who desire to look upon it and/or follow it. Moreover, when those same old Once-Naysayers start to drift back into your space, do not seek revenge on them for their malicious and out-of-character attempts to derail your train; instead, beam a wee bit of your light toward them. Give them a beacon of hope, one that says “I made out of my darkness, and into the marvelous light of love and so can you.”


 


Maiiandestéka my LOVES!¡ — You all are awesomesauce, and I really appreciate all of the Loveology 101 love ♥  You all fill my heart with an abundance of sunshine, and I cannot thank you enough.

♥ Egypt

Loveology 101 — Step III: Toxic Waste Disposal Free With Basic Commitment

Loveology 101 — Step III: Toxic Waste Disposal Free With Basic Commitment…

You must anchor your own ship—and if it floats from its mooring that is your own fault.

You must commit to refining your clarity and reaffirming your focus. If your mind is clouded with toxic or negative thoughts about your preconceived beliefs that whatever you are trying to accomplish is not possible for any reason or that you are not worthy of realizing that which you seek then you have already begun sabotaging your own progression.

We are all only as power as we individually know ourselves to be. When you are constantly worrying about what to do next you become too occupied to see all that you have accomplished or could accomplish with projects you already have started, or resources you have thus far acquired.

Clarity of purpose and direction begins with you declaring you can achieve that which you sat your mind, heart, and actions toward. Clarity of mind begins with you accepting that hard times will come and will create earthquakes, whirlwinds, hurricanes, tornados, floods and straight hell in your life. Clarity of mind begins when you say “I am content with the unfortunate that will come in the midst of your journey to gain all that my heart desires.” Clarity of mind begins when you decide to put all of your heart, your resources few or many—including your time, your hard work, efforts and determination into manifesting and being and/or achieving all that you know you were created and birth to be.

No half stepping my Loves! True strength derives from perseverance and endurance.


Dr. Seuss - Oh the Places You'll Go

Committing to climb will always be harder than the climb.


 

 


LOVEOLOGY 101 — STEP II: OH! THE PLACES YOU’LL GO…

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