Confessions of a loveologist #1

Dear Loves … Hopin’ off the Loveology train, just to be a blogger again…

Ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Urgggggh! @#!! 

In my head, I’ve done the above a million and one times in the last 72 hours. Truth is, I have been running deadline crazy. Sad part—I sat all of the deadlines for myself, but of course, life has proved once again that it does not give one flying fxck about my preapproved deadlines.

The reality is, I ain’t even mad at life—and I ain’t mad at Self for not meeting those fly by night lines. If anything … I simply hate keeping those of you waiting who have been anticipating the release of certain content…yes, I still love you and I’m still working…eh…

The last two years of studying Loveology have opened my eyes to a new love for myself—each and every facet of my unconventionally poised being. I’m learning and accepting that perfect timing is just what it sounds like…it’s perfect timing and every second of my life is perfect—even if undesirable. Most days my heart is racing my mind, and my mind subsequently gets lost trying to keep up…I often short circuit. But after my wires are fried, stripped and rewired I’m back to the madness. 

The last couple weeks have led to many triumphs and many setups in the midst of my chaos and madness. Yet, would you believe the most baffling part is that despite the solemn days, the tear-stained pillows, pushed back deadlines, clanking wedding bells, all of the unread pages of my studies, and so on…I never feel as if I’m off track. Even when I want to be angry with myself and curse my circumstances I rarely do, and like clockwork,  I always find myself bombarded by my guardians and ancestors with love and fortification—by way of their numbers, symbols, omens, spirits, and voices. And after speaking with my MaaMa yesterday I found a greater peace for where I am in my processes—she encouraged me by simply acknowledging that sometimes we are forced to postpone things or delay our own process for the sake of manifesting something greater than our infant visions. And to tell the truth, I do love me some greater!

I love you all as well! Thank you for your love…

—♥Egypt E.


#Teaspiration Thursday | Spiritually religious

You will always be happy if you live with heart.

Sippin’ on tea, talking living anxiously.

Your soul has grown restless, and because of this your mind has begun to grow anxious—none of which makes your spirit feel too cozy and free.

You are a spirit-being above all else. As far as Loveology 101 the basics are concerned your spirit is your divine anchor in both life and existence—amongst the living and amongst the dead. [We’ll have to revisit this latter some day soon ^_^]

To some degree, we are able to tap into the soul and possibly how it has derived by overstanding that it is indeed a birthed level of a being, a maxim of consciousness. Think about soul like the sum of supernatural equations and divine calculations all tuned into one frequency, one pattern, one mission—Yours, your life’s.

Your mind is a very important, yet secondary component of the soul. Your brain, the tertiary facet of soul—is a computer with the potential to be massive in its compacity, and was created to process information and input and output data for your mind’s divus manipulation. Your mind is your knowledge base and memory storage which aids your soul during its quest for refinement and enlightenment, and its acquisition of all of your spirit’s desires.

But your heart—your heart and your spirit, like brain and soul, are to function coherently. Your spirit, is your breath of life, your heartbeat. While your soul can be thought of as the what you live for, and the when, the where, and the how you live, your spirit is equal to the why you live.

Your spirit desires to be at peace or in perfect harmony at all times and with all that exist around you—be that, chaos or balance. See Love, your heart forever beats to the rhythm of your spirits vibrations, and your vibrations transmute into either your desires or the abominations that your lower vibes have conjured. So, please do make magic my Loves!

—♥Egypt




Update 03-16-2017, Thursday

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Tune in next week to “Egypt E in AM: the Monday Train” on LoveTrips the STATION. Topic of the week: That Stress Just Ain’t Your Stress 

7 Days of Loveology w/ Self-Centered Workbook  {First Edition} will be available later tonight [pdf FREE download]

The release of Love is Law—You: L-O-V-E & All of Your Heart’s Desires will be postponed until after Frank & Egypt’s Ceremony of Love & Honeymoon {April 22, 2017} …TBA

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#Teaspiration Thursday | Slow, but steady like flowers blooming…

Steadiness comes from character and commitment.

—Egypt & Frank singing …out with the old …

Character comes from personality which flows from mind—and your mind can either be an accurate or inaccurate representation of your soul and its magnificent purpose…yes, yes I know, that poor dead horse. Your soul is saying remember you are to be an altruistic reflection of health so put down that extra cherry tart and that toxic soda pop—but your personality says “OMG, but just a little bit more won’t hurt.” The truth is a little bit more will hurt. What? Why? How? …because you’ve probably said to yourself many times before “I’m going to stop purchasing things I do not need”…and you still go out each weekend for that new outfit. Subconsciously, you are saying to your soul its purpose, your purpose does not matter as much as the minuscule wants of your ever indecisive mind—personality, character.

Commitment begins within your mind. When your mind is dancing or is wholeheartedly attempting to dance in sync or coherence with your soul—commiting to an act with purpose becomes less strenuous and less complicated. Once you make the conscious-minded decision to put down the extra tart or to put back that unnecessary pair of shoes you reward your soul immensely. Your mind and your soul for at least that moment are pulled into alignment. You have declared and proclaimed that you acknowledge and reverence purpose and your path to purpose is fixed and stable.

The more your character and your commitment begin to reflect your soul’s purpose the steadier your walk, your journey will become.

—♥Egypt


 

Loveology 101 — Step VII: When praises go up, blessings come down

Loveology 101 — Step VII: When praises go up, blessings come down

“It is only when you are grateful for all that you have that you will be open to receive all that your heart desires.”

Your walk is your praise. And when you walk your walk with a smile and your head held high—the Universe, your Provider gets stupid-dumb excited and impulsively starts showering down gifts—opportunities, resources, souls, hearts, understanding, overstanding, peace and so much more in abundance to make your journey smoother and more enjoyable.

See, while you are busy walking your walk and taking on all the challenges and obstacles that come along with your dedication the Universe will be shifting purposefully. The Universe by design is an intricately self-constructed design. The Universe as we know scientifically and imaginatively is an ever-expanding living collective. Thus, being forever subject to the law of transmutation [of Energy], Universe is always in a constant state of change.

You loving your walk enough to strive forward with courage, determination, and perseverance produce high vibrations within the Universe, divinely interrupting the weaving process of your Provider—sort of like a “Hey God pause for a sec! look at me, I’m loving my journey through life…” moment. Yet, would you have guessed that Source never stops weaving…instead, Universe begins to stitch your high vibrations into the fabric of its infinite quilt by repurposing threads from all of those low vibrations which sought to bring you back to or into a miserable or unprogressive state.

So don’t stop walking! jogging, running, skipping, hopping, limping, or rolling if you must. ^_^ Every step you take with the intentions of getting closer to your heart’s greatest desires is being transformed behind the scenes of life into a to be welcomed test and/or all inclusive reward for the benefit and elevation of you.


Gratitude unlocks the fullness of life. It turns what we have into enough, and more. It turns denial into acceptance, chaos to order, confusion to clarity. It can turn a meal into a feast, a house into a home, a stranger into a friend.

—Melody Beattie


LOVEOLOGY 101 — STEP VI: PITSTOPS, TIMEOUTS AND PLAY RESETS

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RIP Dale Earnhardt Sr. ♥ - No. 3 in for a pitstop —30 Apr 2000: Dale Earnhardt Sr. #3 is pulling in for a pit stop during the NAPA Auto Parts 500, Part of the NASCAR Winston Cup Series, at the California Speedway in Fontana, California. Mandatory Credit: Donald Miralle /Allsport

Loveology 101 — Step VI: Pitstops, Timeouts and Play Resets

Even the great Dale Earnhardt Sr. knew when to pull ole’ No. 3 in for pitstop

Your map, your plan could truly look flawless! eh, but you my Love in Human form are not, so be prepared for some stumbles, falls and maybe a skinned knee or two. I really pray you nothing less than all good fortune and a smooth ride…but I’m not going to be that truth sugarcoater and have you trying to burn me at the stake if you hit a land mine that was uncharted.

Sometimes those landmines were the result of you not surveying the landscape well enough before you laid out your map. Other times, these landmines are placed along our paths by other people, and other factors—ultimately the result of Source or Universe’s shifting.

Clearview

Time to take a timeout before you reset the play clock. You might be slightly shaken, or the blast from the mine could have cost you a lot more than you bargained for—either way, you need to get yourself together and back on your feet. It’s hard to maintain a God’s-Eye View lying on the ground surrounded by devastation. Actually, I’m pretty certain the Almighty wouldn’t be lollygagging around in an apocalypse—more like regrouping, taking inventory and figuring out the best way to get back to the map and back on track.

During your time out REFLECT! Really make good use of the moment of restrategizing and clearing your mind. Something caused that mine to go off…was it something you did during this journey, or maybe it was mine you long since forgot existed. When we pull ourselves away from our emotions and feelings we give ourselves time to realize we sat ourselves up to fall minutes, days, months and/or years before we started our current journeying.

Example: You decided you needed a new career and completed Steps 1-5, but you hit a landmine. You have 24 hours to submit an official copy of your college transcript for consideration for your dream job…but you cannot submit it because you never paid for the unreturned library books you borrow 5 years ago, and you owe your Alma Mater five hundred federal reserve notes before they will lift the hold and issue your official transcript—the process will take 48 hours.

See, nothing that happens to us Here on Earth happens out of order. Our individual response times are often simply out of whack, and thus, we tend to fall victim to blaming the Universe or our individual Providers for our own KARMA—what goes around comes around.

Rest Easy, Rest Well

It’s okay to need and to take a breather. Everyone needs a moment to recenter their focus, reorganize life, love, career, home and so on. Do all that you need to do to regain your confidence, strength, and sight of your end goals. Nonetheless, stay active even while resting. Use your thoughts and desires as fuel to keep yourself from growing complacent with your resting phase. Pitstops are quick! at worst 15 seconds in a Nascar pit stop to change four tires and top of the tank…last time I checked you were a vehicle, a vessel of many sorts with a brilliant array of muses to assist you along your journey.

You desire that which your heart desires, make sure you both receive what is righteously yours by taking the time to rest, recoup and apply the necessary repairs to your vehicle and the necessary adjustments to your life, your map, and your journey.

RIP Dale Earnhardt Sr. ♥ - No. 3 in for a pitstop —30 Apr 2000: Dale Earnhardt Sr. #3 is pulling in for a pit stop during the NAPA Auto Parts 500, Part of the NASCAR Winston Cup Series, at the California Speedway in Fontana, California. Mandatory Credit: Donald Miralle /Allsport

RIP Dale Earnhardt Sr. ♥ – No. 3 in for a pitstop —30 Apr 2000: Dale Earnhardt Sr. #3 is pulling in for a pit stop during the NAPA Auto Parts 500, Part of the NASCAR Winston Cup Series, at the California Speedway in Fontana, California. Mandatory Credit: Donald Miralle /Allsport


LOVEOLOGY 101 — STEP V: FOLLOW THE YELLOW BRICK ROAD

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Loveology 101 — Step V: Follow the yellow brick road

Loveology 101 — Step V: Follow the yellow brick road

You carved the path, cartogaphed the map, laid out the blueprint, now you follow it!

Too often we find ourselves trodding along our little path in life, and all has been well—but then something happens, tables turn, and you find yourself having one of those good `ole days or months plagued with a horrible array of WTF moments. When these days come we often forget that we know exactly where we desire to end up, and instead of utilizing our prepared map, we settle for remaining stagnant in those moments—sulking in our sorrows.

Follow the route you charted for yourself. You laid out a game plan of how you wanted to approach your journey—the steps you would take, the resources you will use, the relationships and networks you will nurture. When life knocks you off track, pick up your lessons and experiences, find your way back onto your path, and get back to your blueprint.

We say actions like the latter are easier said than done, but tell me truthfully…which is easier, getting knocked off your path, remaining stagnant with no forward progression and enduring a constant cycle of routinely purposeless and lackluster living …or… rising up, brushing off the dirt from the fall, gathering your experiences and lessons learned and deciding to venture back into the brilliant unknown toward a destiny you wrote for yourself.

Two juxtaposed options, requiring two contrasting actions, with two drastically different outcomes—and one YOU to decide how you’re gonna act…helpless or powerful.

For me, rising up despite all adversity and misfortunes is the only way to truly live. Sure you can make the decision to wallow in your misery and manage to survive until death bids you to join Him. Nevertheless, choosing this option will prove itself to be an oh so much more painful and daunting task. As a result, you’ll be in a constant attempt to convince your higher self that it is just as comfortable as your lower self or fleshly self with merely existing and being acted upon as opposed to being an active participant in the manifestation of your own destiny.

You will never convince your higher being that you are happy not fulfilling your purpose—so, follow your crafty map my Love! Walk your walk with love, and step into your light with confidence and sure faith.


Loveology 101 —Step IV: War ready 24/7, 365 and leaping

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